Lyrics

Because my dad says I mumble

Manhattan, I Don’t Love You Anymore

Think That My Life Has Begun

ffive in the morning, soun goes to bed guess now we'll finally sleep well at long last adjourning from things that were said in the best of a time, oh when i was outside of myself stealing from stairwells and smoking in stores never quite had the rebel thing down but the world we created lives on 'tween the floors ever bright ever full ever after i'm deep in the ground ever bright ever full ever after i'm deep in the ground boys in the outfield, i feel for you all been trying to get it to you but i know next year i could be here in the fall oh i'm dying to settle a debt i've been holding on to i learned the swing feel from subway wheel songs trick of the trade of the train i learned my gift for admitting i'm wrong oh a ticker-tape parade for the blade that's been causing me pain oh a ticker-tape parade for the blade that's been causing me pain five in the morning, stare at the wall think that my life has begun the crown i'm adorning means nothing at all in the blink of an eye, here am i, now the fortunate one in the blink of an eye, here am i, now the fortunate one in the blink of an eye, here am i, now the fortunate one

Joymaker

Joymaker

the joy that you create
and all the junk we ate
i met you all too late

no furrows in my brow
or not much anyhow
but god i miss you now

and as i was
walking away
sad as i was
i'll sing your name

watched you steal those blooms
smiled and joked with you
no laughter in my room

and as i was
walking away
sad as i was
i'll sing your name
no stretch of land
could fill this space
sad as i am
i'll sing your name

and as i was
walking away
sad as i was
i'll sing your name
no stretch of land
could fill this space
sad as i am
i'll sing your name
sad as i am
i'll sing your name
sad as i am
i'll sing your name

Jo Our Girl

jo our girl
sleeps all day if she could
but she wakes up
and sees the world in good

something so sweet, even i don't mind
that i can't say that she's only mine
no she's jo our girl
jo our girl

jo our girl
forgets bout her plants sometimes
but she walks in
and the room comes to life

ain't all that quick, but i ain't too dumb
to see this girl was meant for everyone
oh she's jo our girl
jo our girl
you go ahead, i'll get my chance
cause i know she'll always save me a dance
oh she's jo our girl
jo our girl
jo our girl
jo our girl

Gentlemen

oh that's some way
to show it off, i guess
putting down each one
around
there goes the big man
puffing out your chest
anger always on your tongue
and you’re proud?

holy picket signs
use your book to change the laws
damning those you say
are wrong
well sunday best
don't make a man of god
oh where is that unconditional love
you're speaking on?

lord get over yourself

lord get over yourself

Quite Some Time

guess that i convinced myself
oh easy love's just hard to find
and i'm always stuck on something else
but i'll be loving you for quite some time

oh when things are looking down
and the silver linings lose their shine
baby i will stay around
yes i'll be loving you for quite some time

parked up on that rainy street
and i told you all that haunts my mind
and i knew right there with certainty
that i'd be loving you for quite some time

ain't no task that i'm above
won't walk away when it's a grind
the two things that i'm sure of
yeah the two things that i'm sure of
ain't no such thing as easy love
and i'll be loving you for quite some time

(Slow Down), Skylark

and so it went
over my head
those days we spent
barefoot in the grass
it's easy now to see
that we held on too long

and so i was in over my head
with just a pot
for my water to boil
the winter here don't count
until the sun goes down

sklyark, slow down
so far, so long

don't get me wrong
your hands are so kind
i felt it all
oh that much i know
but really was i
all you claimed i was?

sklyark, slow down
so far, so long
sklyark, slow down
so far, so long

I Miss New York in Fall

came around and settled in
october sun is on my skin
yeah i'm finally somewhere where
i don't feel small
oh the people here are kind
guess it's a different state of mind
oh but i miss new york in fall

i've been happy as a fool
teaching music at the school
yeah i'm feeling like a man
that has it all
got a girl that treats me right
and i'm sleeping fine at night
oh but i'm dreaming
of new york in fall

oh the valleys and the hills
i think about them still
and driving down a country road at night

oh the mighty mississippi
she's as strong as she is pretty
but the hudson's still the best i ever saw
oh the fire in the leaves
the crisp morning air and breeze
oh new york, i really miss you come fall
oh i miss new york in fall

Words to Myself

early that morning, fluorescent lights started to spin
i'm in the background, just watching these thoughts pouring in
let's all be honest, whose mind is a fortress
whose walls don't fall down time to time?
but every last brick of resolve turns to rubble
as soon as they're looking at mine

oh i don't believe in no god above
just whispering words to myself
and i'm all but convinced, i think i might die
if i keep on drinking to my health

and as the day goes by
here i lie
heeding blind
disorders

not there when i'm needed, the places that i should've been
sitting here helpless, i'm getting angry again
i've picked up the hobby of mulling it over
replaying the spots where i've failed
this year has been torture, i'm stuck inside
too scared to bite my own nails

oh nothing is safe now, can't sleep in my bed
wouldn't wish this on nobody else
i've washed my hands till they're all cracked and bled
oh i'm getting sick of myself

oh and now why can't i
take my side?
lord i tried
to compromise
inner child
is older

the wind on the corner is calling my name
and whispering secrets and passes the blame
and i swear to myself that it's keeping me safe
the spirit's controlling and i'm keeping my faith
so i stare at the ground to not me their eyes
that call me their equal, then skin me alive
well they aren't misguided, they are perplexed
well i am not focused, i am obsessed
and these words don't come easy but they're worse to evict
for they swing the gavel and make me convict myself
over and over for a sabotaged mind
that would all go away if i could learn to unwind
but i won't let it go, no i can't face the facts
and i won't hear you out if i'm off of my tracks
think that i'm underwater, my face is sore
the lows don't come often, but damn are they low

and not a day goes by
that's not a fight
torn and tired
of walking wire
world of mine is
colder

NYNO

my hometown don't care
if insight could spare the insult
so i had my doubts
as i headed south on impulse
can't gather my change
and hop on the train to saint marks
well oh what a time,
but it's gone away

the billboards and mist
they're all singing "this land is my land"
the skyline abashed
she hides behind gas station islands
the streetcar gets beat
as i fly down the street on saint charles
the thunder at night
it keeps me awake

well i know a boy
whose hair seems to coil like livewire
not unlike the girl
who pulls back her curls, singing "wildfire"
with nowhere to go
oh emma says "slow your heart, now"
but no chance in hell
i'll hear what she's saying

and i sit alone
on saturday morn' in sunlight
when march feels like june
what else can you do? it's alright
for all its appeal
new orleans don't feel like home yet
but i've found my feet
and i think i'll stay

just hold me over
so boldly colored
just show me all her

Ancient Egypt

remember those nights we'd fill up your cup for a smile?
this place is too beautiful i think i need to come home
i miss your laughter and those cinderblock buildings in file
we'll sit on a park bench, just give me a month or so

i met a girl, but i talked about you the whole day
bout the myths that you'd tell us, bout love and war when we'd spend the night
and about Ancient Egypt and lunch in the museum cafe
you had a discount, and i had a love for their fries

so how can i be here?
there's rainbows on your wall

i miss the summer when the rest of the world was gone
and you'd play piano, the same three songs every night
and you painted a portrait of a picture of me in mid-song
and i don't know the words now
and i may be a cartoon
but for a moment
you made me a still life

so how can i be here?
there's rainbows on your wall

Except/I Love You

Except/I Love You

gave me more than what i felt you ought
seems that i’m more fragile than i thought
but if i could break every bone it'd hurt less than to think of how you cried

oh and everyone
comes undone

obviously don't see you much these days
split by hundred miles of state highways
but i would walk them blinded down the center fucking lane to make you smile

oh and i don't know
where i went wrong
i'm just scared
that you'll hate this song

patience was always your strength not mine
put up with my skittishness and pride
but i promise you I'm trying when you tell me it just needs a bit of time

never meant to hide
just didn't wanna sell bad news
never spoke in lies
but didn't tell whole truths
except for when i said
that i love you

Closing Down the Restaurant

never learned to use my words
oh just fisticuffs or shutting up
no middle ground

wouldn't say it's what i'd want
but now i’m back round my old haunts
and i'm closing down the restaurant

steal another beer
oh the coffee's cold, it's getting old
that makes two

summer time, you led me on
in summer air, but summer's gone
and i'm closing down the restaurant

should have fought the cook
oh but i have learned i'm only stern
with those i love

pray for me that i stay calm
and the way i see
the hudson's wrong
and i'm closing down the restaurant
i'm closing down the restaurant

Carry Me Home

it was so clear cut
found it with eyes shut
a world full of holes
carry me home
carry me home

born in the backseat
raised on the backstreets
sovereign and torn
my how you've grown
my how you've grown

these days roll by without a passing glance

a story that i know
just change how the words go
a world so profound
but i'm looking down
i'm looking down

the one way this man cries
by sweet spray of sunrise
lie on the ground
eyes soft and brown
drowning me out

i'm running short on all this second chance

oh this is such a maze
blinded best of days
but what have i to show?
carry me home

it's getting late now
just sit and wait now
a world so unknown
carry me

West 4th & Granger

i
stepped outside
empty hearts
restless minds
hopped the wall
your backyard
melts away
with my mistakes
there we are
in the streets
lined with white
snow, frozen hands, diner lights

left
the corner store
paper bags
filled with cans
oh west 4th
your streets sung
i can breathe
with such ease
we’d walk drunk
through the streets
all night long
with no signs of sleep
until dawn

Keepsake

felt it stop
had to turn away
and i forgot
what did i just say?

we built this house
paint the walls with scuffs
these empty rooms
would have been good enough

and you know to
take me at my word
you know i
say some absurd things too
i’d lie for fun cause you know my tell

i'm just hanging on in this town
chasing my tail i'm gaining ground
had i known that's goodbye i’d spend the night
but i have not
forethought

these days are lost
they’re all blown on me
won't write you off
so just please don't leave

but i know
it won’t come to that
i know
that you’ve got my back this time
you’d lie and laugh when you see my face

i don't wanna die in this town
chasing my tail i’m gaining ground
oh and what i would give to hold you close
it’s a keepsake
jailbreak

i miss the way you’d sing loud
as you start your day at ungodly hours
but i’d forego all my sleep and sing with you
i won’t lie down
cause i found
my heart
in your town
i miss
my home now

7 etc.


i loved the way each season you wore as its own
it hit me so hard
the freest i felt was my first step outside walking home
alone in the dark

the lights in the windows were smiling at me
my shoulders let up and lay down in the street
don’t feel like that these days

i won’t go round getting my hopes up again
i won’t go round falling in love again
i won’t go round getting my hopes up again
i won’t go round falling

i want to ride my bike recklessly down the hill there
to know i’m alright
don’t care if cars hit me, i just miss the wind in my hair
in the late evening light

you made my nervous, let’s call it a crush
but god knows i got far too anxious too much
remember, they’re just like you

i won’t go round getting my hopes up again
i won’t go round falling in love again
i won’t go round getting my hopes up again
i won’t go round falling

oh seven etcetera, i miss your mark on my hand
living off fake ids, diners, and half dollar cans
oh gather your memories, that’s all that we’ll let you take
all of our songs, your rights, my wrongs, your frozen lake